For me, I have a voice inside my head that tells me whenever I have an opportunity to kill myself I should. Standing on a ledge, “just jump off” whispers in my head. Driving around a fast corner, speed up and spin into a tree. I work on small aircrafts. What if you just slipped off the aircraft getting out of the cockpit. How close can you get to the intake before you get sucked in, try it. On the ship, its only 35 feet you cannot die…. if you do it right, try it. Sitting in