its been a year

sometimes I go through phases where I am incredibly attached to an Idea. and then gets to a point where that idea is a chore. I don't want to do it but I feel like I have too.

it has almost been a whole year since the last post. and I am incredibly sorry about it. I wanted to hold something forever. I forgot this blog and this website. I think we go through these transitions without realize it until we are in the middle of it. then, at some point it hits you, panic sets in and you are going insane. this time I learned to embrace it and honor it.

transitions suck. lets be real. I am at the point where the caterpillar in in the cocoon and is goo. slowly rebuilding itself to become the butterfly. or sometimes its the cicada under ground for several years, and then suddenly emerges to sing its beautiful song.

The coolest part is those who are the leaves protecting you as you transition. They might not be there when you emerge, but you know they were there for you the entire time.